It was held on 17th April, 3pm...
Not many people attended, but those attended are my best friends
Still remember the moment I stand on stage
Looking at the floor, with full of applause
I know I did it!
Without perfect, but with satisfaction.

Really thanks for my lecturer, Mr. Juan Pablo
Who lead me from the moment I studied in UCSI until now
You really give me a lot of encouragement
Once you're my lecturer, forever you're my lecturer!
You're the best! Love ya so much!

There are too many people I have to thanks to
Because without them, I won't be here
I really appreciate
Especially my dear...
Though I always complain the way you talk to me
But I know u never meant it...

I felt touching after I finished my last song
And I know this might be my last performance in UCSI
I will have to start my another journey
To go for other level...

Thank you for all the support!
I really wish my music could touch your heart!

实在很黑...不只如何会感染上这样的病毒...
据说，这种病通常只发生在小孩
成人会患上的机会率很少
而病状是：手掌及脚板会生红点，这些红点会引起疼痛
最伤的是喉咙，周围都是伤，连吞口水都成问题...

这几天都过得很不好很不好
刚刚发烧后却又得了这样的病
医生说不能和别人接触
以免传染给别人
结果我弟还是无缘无故地中招了
还好不是太严重...

那里都不能去
不能去教课，不能去公共场所，不能练习，不能乱吃东西
结果满肚子都是水和药...
下个星期就是我的Graduation Recital了
还真但是到时候的健康状态...

From the day we arrive on the planet
And, blinking, step into the sun
There's more to see than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done
There's far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high
Through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round

It's the Circle of Life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the Circle
The Circle of Life

It's The Circle of Life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the Circle
The Circle of Life

虽然就这样过了两年
但是心里面还是埋藏了那不可碰触的刺
每每一个人的时候
就会想起以前一家人的生活
就会埋怨为何当初不好好珍惜...
不喜欢现在的生活
虽然得到很多物质上的满足
但是现在就像拥有两个家庭
而每个家庭都有一个陌生人
而我却不喜欢这个闯入我家庭的陌生人...
很无奈...
现在的一切都只像在应酬
也不敢多问
真的害怕很多东西会即将消失
我不想一个人面对这样的家庭
我不喜欢现在
不喜欢...

I couldn't sleep well yesterday... I dreamed that tomorrow is my graduation, but I haven't finish my composition. I only practice once with my band members and it was terrible. And tomorrow is my grad recital, how to perform? I choose not to attend my grad recital. My band members help me to play my songs. All the audience wondering why the composer is not there...

I'm suffering from preparing this recital... Very hard to get people to practice... We only can book jam room for 1 hour a week, how to practice? My songs haven't finish writing... I'm tired of changing and changing things... Tired of asking band member's timetable... Tired of receiving SMS from band members said that they are busy, can't attend the practice... I definitely understand all the graduates feeling... IT'S TOTALLY NO GOOD!

I wish to finish this project as soon as possible so that I can concentrate in doing other things... I don't want to have this kind of nightmare again... cause it's too real... I don't want to wake up in frighten again... No more, please...

From the moment confirm the Highlands Harmonica Festival and Yu Hua Harmonica Concert, I'm busying like hell... Need to prepare so many orchestra scores, train up the students, paper works, arranging, teaching, graduation recital, practice, meeting, so on and so on... Every morning woke up by the shining sun, then open the PC, start doing works, then go out either teaching or meeting, from here to there, then back at night, continue doing works, then sleep... I like this kind of life but everytime I think of my graduation recital, oh my god.. I still haven't finish my songs... I still haven't start to practice with my band... I still haven't do my program notes, port folio, CD, recording and so on... I'm really bad in time arrangement. Suppose everything has to start from last year holiday, but I didn't... My bad... I have to work very hard, cause I know I will achieve my dreams very soon... I want to make the festival and concert success! I want to make my graduation recital success! I want everybody admire me! I want to let all the people know:

DON'T SUSPECT A GIRL'S TALENT!

Time's flies! And now already 2009...
What I've done in the pass 2008?
When I look back to my notebook, I knew that I was wasting time again
because all my targets still haven't achieve, and those targets I set them 2 years ago...
OH MY GOD!! I was sucks!

Now I'm trying to list down those big project I've done in 2008:

1. Won champion and 1st Runner-up in APHF Hangzhou on Nov
2. Success to change my major teacher to Juan Pablo (the beginning of my journey)
3. Assist Yu Hua Harmonica Club to achieve their dreams in competition on Dec
4. 1st concert of FRESCO Harmonica Ensemble on June
5. Done my very first of pop song
6. Interviewed by ICON Magazine

Opppss... I don't know what other things I've done in 2008...
I promise that I don't want to waste my time anymore in 2009!

And here are my targets in 2009:

1. Graduate from UCSI
2. Make the very 1st Harmonica Symphony Orchestra
3. Album CD
4. Musical Project
5. Stop taking money from parents!
6. Theme song for MHS
7. World Harmonica Champion

I will make them success! I will prove this:
"DON'T SUSPECT A GIRL's TALENT!"

从知道他要结婚到现在
我都打从心底衷心地祝福他
因为像他这样的男人
女人心目中的模范男人
是注定要幸福的...
在昨晚的婚宴里
可以完全感受到
他心里面那种无语言喻的感动
围绕着每一个人...
尤其是当他想让他的另一半表示他有多幸福的那刻
我的眼泪一直在眼眶里打滚
因为爱的力量
真的能让身边的每一个人
当然也包括自己最爱的人
的生命充满了意义及感动...
婚姻
是另一个幸福的开始
我是一直这么认为的...
如果每一对夫妇都会在吵架的时候
想起他们结婚的那一刻
想起为对方戴上戒指的那一刻
我相信这世界上
就不会有那么多孤单并缺乏爱的孩子...

算了算
自己努力了7年
从2002-2008
终于拿到了追求了很久的冠军奖项...
这次凯旋归来
心中难免有很多的感触
尤其是独奏项目
谁也没有想过我竟然可以拿到一个亚军
亚太独奏亚军
已经很久没有女生领亚太独奏前三名的奖项了...
但是很奇怪
这次认同自己演奏的人不如从前
也没有太多的赞赏...
没关系
继续努力
总有一天会有人发现
亚军这个奖项
我是夺得实至名归的！

独奏 - 亚军
二重奏 - 亚军
四重奏 - 冠军

恭喜恭喜！
感谢一路以来支持我们FRESCO口琴重奏团的人
你知道我在说你 :)

昨晚发了一个很难过的梦
故事是这样的...

那已经是很深的夜了，我在旧家等爸爸来载我
当爸爸到达时，他很生气地拿着藤条一面打我一面骂
“做么你整天酱迟才回？又拿了我多少钱去吃？。。。”
然后我一面跑，一面哭着回答
“我刚刚去表演回来！我没有用你的钱，我是用自己的钱吃东西！你的钱在阿boy那里！ ”
然后我就跑到阿娘（伯母）的身后要她保护我...

然后，我醒了，只觉得心很痛...
曾经，我是爸妈最疼的孩子
但是现在，却觉得什么也没有了，没有了疼爱及关心...
总觉得自己必须很努力地有本事养活自己
也许因为这样，慢慢地变成了一个对钱很敏感的人...
我知道身为女儿身的，到最后都是靠自己有没有本事找个好归胥
所以，我觉得自己是个哪里有爱就会去哪里的人
而绝对不是一个值得在一起的人...