Friends are graduating one by one...
Watching their graduation recitals, it just looked like a farewell concert...
Really happy to see them finished their graduation recitals successfully with great performances, yet it just makes me feel sad and touching in another way...
It's not easy to prepare a good concert... From the moment we got released, I really feel so touching with all the efforts everyone has scarified...
Although this is not my graduation recital, I can imagine the feeling of it...
Sad, is because nobody knows how the days after today would be...
Maybe we will meet very seldom, or we will become strangers one day...
I just don't hope our friendship will be like that after this...

ANYWAY
Congratulations to all of you... I feel proud of you!

My final Modern Band exam, how I wish I could play it very well...
But it just very bad... too bad... very bad playing...
From the first time I play "My Favourite Thing" till now, it seems to have few years... But why, I still play it until so terrible? Even terrible than last time...
I was too disappointed with myself...
I am too lazy... definitely out of a musician's qualification.......
Very sad... the first time I play in MBE final exam until want to cry..
I just don't wish my subject ended like this...
But what can I do? It's over...
Maybe I just don't have chance to play in band again...
Never again...
I feel like I'm uselesss... very useless...
I lost all my energy suddently....

It was really a surprised! Let's Go Mamak has created a very deep touching for me in doing cultural music which is lacking a lot in Malaysia...
Ken Hor, you did it! I'm proud of you!
This show had given me a clearer direction of how Malaysia music should be. For the Inner Voices musicians, you guys really bravo!
I got nothing to say... Too good...



This few days were my emotional days... Don't know why...
Moody moody moody...
Don't wanna talk, Don't wanna smile, Don't wanna eat...
Moody moody moody...
Brain doesn't even listen to me, keep thinking rubbish... and rubbish...
Moody moody moody...
Sorry for those people whom I talked very loud to you, I don't mean anything but still sorry...
I will get back to myself soon, I promise...