Sad...

My final Modern Band exam, how I wish I could play it very well...

But it just very bad... too bad... very bad playing...

From the first time I play "My Favourite Thing" till now, it seems to have few years... But why, I still play it until so terrible? Even terrible than last time...

I was too disappointed with myself...

I am too lazy... definitely out of a musician's qualification.......

Very sad... the first time I play in MBE final exam until want to cry..

I just don't wish my subject ended like this...

But what can I do? It's over...

Maybe I just don't have chance to play in band again...

Never again...

I feel like I'm uselesss... very useless...

I lost all my energy suddently....